Monday, March 29, 2010

my life according to Hamasaki Ayumi

Using only song names from ONE ARTIST, cleverly answer these questions. Pass it on to 12 (or a million) people you like. You can’t use the band I used. Do not repeat a song title. It’s a lot harder than you think! Repost as "my life according to (ARTIST NAME)"



Are you a male or female?

my name's WOMEN



Describe yourself:

girlish



How do you feel:

Bold & Delicious



Describe where you currently live:

HEAVEN



If you could go anywhere, where would you go:

Mirrorcle World



Your favorite form of transportation:

walking proud



Your best friend is:

YOU



Your favorite color is:

RAINBOW



What’s the weather like:

rainy day



Favorite time of day:

Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~



If your life was a TV show, what would it be called:

Kaleidoscope



What is life to you:

GAME



Your fear:

End of the World



What is the best advice you have to give:

Don't Look Back



If you could change your name, you would change it to:

Lady Dynamite



Thought for the Day:

forgiveness



How I would like to die:

For My Dear...



My soul’s present condition:

Secret



My motto:

Free & Easy



ayu was easy, she has A TON of songs with interesting names. ^^



from elaine~

Sunday, March 28, 2010

IT'S ME!!!~~

Quote Sanji, in One Piece episode 391.



OMG I just LAUGHED damn loudly in the middle of the night aka 3.30am. It's so funny oh man!! XD



Gosh, I miss watching One Piece. Yeah, I haven't been having my daily dose ever since the start of exams last sem (nearly 2 months ago), so I haven't actually finished watching the series yet. =P



After One Piece, I'm going to go on an anime break and watch K-drama. I swear, they are getting so so much better nowadays. Older K-dramas, like Stairway to Heaven, just make me cringe from all the crying and sorrow. Seriously, surely nobody in this world can be as unlucky as that female lead in that show..



SG's connection sucks though. An anime episode which takes no longer than 5 seconds to load in Japan takes up to 10+ minutes here. Oh well, good things are worth waiting for~ =)

Saturday, March 27, 2010

シンガポールガール

LOL, been too caught up lately, what with coming home and meeting up with people and whatnot, so haven't really come here to blog.



Anyways, here I am. Back home!! ^^ Feels great to be back, actually, but you know, after I got back home and the entire family was going out to have dinner again, I had this strange feeling, as if I'd never left at all. So weird right? Like, you would have expected half a year spent in a foreign country to at least change me a little.



Well, I guess I have been changed in some subtle ways. Like how I try to layer my clothes to give them more texture and volume, and how I do make-up everytime I leave the house, even how I can sit in front of the mirror for close to an hour fixing my hair. And when I veg out in front of the TV watching a programme in Japanese, I find the subtitles seriously annoying, when I used to rely on them to even understand a word of what they're trying to say. And how some Japanes phrases tend to slip into my everyday language, and how my English is apparently deteriorating to the point of no return, according to my best friends. =P



But yeah, aside from all that, I'm quite quintissentially Singaporean. A tropics girl. Grows best in sunshine near the sea. Not to say that I felt completely uprooted and alien when in Japan, in fact it's quite the opposite. I felt like I've adapted to life there quite well, and if asked to imagine myself living out the rest of my life there, I won't have any difficulties. Except maybe the problem of language, but that can always be breached by practice and hard work. But yeah, I'm still an SG girl inside. Maybe it's because all my family and friends are here, or more like it's because I'm so suited to the hectic study-is-all lifestyle here, or maybe it's just because SG guys are still my cup of tea MUAHAHAHAH!!



Yeah, I do think SG guys are, on average, better-looking than their にほん counterparts. I mean, the latter definitely know how to dress and groom better, compared to them the local boys look like they've just spent a week living homeless on the streets. But yeah, beneath all the decorations and frills, I personally find Singaporean boys much more pleasing to look at. Hoho~ Well, of course there are exceptions; there will always be a handful of Japanese guys who are just perfectly awesomely handsome, but ain't that the case all over the world? Anyway, all those who are really worth looking at, you can already see them on TV as celebrities, so you're not missing out on much, really. =)



So, been home for about 5 days now, and all I've been doing is going out with some friends, vegging out in front of the TV (gosh how I missed that!!), finally getting to read the last 2 books of Stephen King's Dark Tower series, and sleeping >12 hours a day. And gorging myself on local fare, of course. Man, chicken rice never tasted so good lol!! So far, I've had chicken rice, satay, cha kuay teow, carrot cake, tau huey, pearly soya, bubble tea, bakkwa and blessed homecooked food. What's left will be hokkein mee, yong tau foo, and icy cold desserts. And maybe some more I haven't thought about yet. Heehee~ So exciting to just think about food. Over there in Japan, it's been all pasta, ramen, udon, gyoza, and bento, over and over again. Quite a variety too, I guess, but not all crazy and delicious as SG's. XD



Alright, it's 12:30am now, should be getting into bed and reading myself to sleep. Man, I looooooove being a lazy-ass pig at home. =)



ps: I'll be missing One Piece on TV tomorrow morning though, saaaaaddd. I wonder if Luffy will start chasing Ace to Marineford already. I forgot where the last episode ended off..

Sunday, March 21, 2010

回家

Back home tomorrow for 2 weeks!



日本、またね~

Wednesday, March 17, 2010

WhAT?!! o_0

One Piece spoilers in fine print, don't read if you don't want to.



Trafalgar Law is a doctor?!!!



Sengoku finally fighting with his DF abilities?!!



Crocodile coming to defend Luffy and Jinbei??!!



OMG!! *drowns*



Anyway, ayu-chan's new album Rock'n'Roll Circus will be out on momo's birthday!! ^^ The tracklist and covers are out too. ;)





【CD】



01.THE introduction

02.Microphone (Honda ZEST SPARK CM Song)

03.count down

04.Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~

05.BALLAD

06.Last Links (TBS National TV Network "Special News Broadcast" Ending Theme)

07.montage

08.Don't look back (Panasonic Digicam LUMIX FX66 & ZX3 CM Song)

09.Jump!

10.Lady Dynamite

11.Sexy little things

12.Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~

13.meaning of Love

14.You were...

15.RED LINE ~for TA~ [album version]





【DVD】



01.Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~ (video clip)

02.Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~ (video clip)

03.You were... (video clip)

04.BALLAD (video clip)

05.Sexy little things (video clip)

06.Microphone (video clip)

07.Don't look back (video clip)

08.Lady Dynamite (video clip)

09.Sunrise ~LOVE is ALL~ (making clip)

10.Sunset ~LOVE is ALL~ (making clip)

11.You were... (making clip)

12.BALLAD (making clip)

13.Sexy little things (making clip)

14.Microphone (making clip)

15.Don't look back (making clip)

16.Lady Dynamite (making clip)

※bonus track "ayumi hamasaki ARENA TOUR 2009 ~NEXT LEVEL~" DIGEST



So excitings!! Especially the additional news. If you get the First Press edition of the CD+DVD, you get a free 36-page photobook shot in London, and a chance to win a sheet of handwritten lyrics from ayu-chan!! Super rare!! There are only 12 sheets of those lyrics hidden inside 400k First Press albums!! I really really hope I'll be 超超ラッキー~~~



And since I bought AT2009 DVD as well from TA's official mu-mo site, I'll be getting an official handphone stand, an official pencilcase, and 2 B2 posters of different designs as well. Not bad, they're really loading up on the free goodies this time. XD





Anyways, there goes the rest of my money for this month. Good thing I saved up quite a bit since last month~~



OK, off to eat dinner!! Shall finish my 3 slices of 面包. As my Daddy loves to tell me, I eat bread to save up so I can buy ayu-chan's releases so she can go eat gourmet. LOL!! Oh wells. *shrug* Ciaos~~~

Tuesday, March 16, 2010

huh?

I totally don't understand the latest e-mail sent out by NUS Campus Security. The one about dirty water? How can people get tricked?? A random stranger come and ask you to refill your water bottle then you just go and refill ar? Better, leave all your belongings with the stranger somemore.



*shakes head*



Behind in my blog posting about Odaiba on Saturday lol. Will get to it soon. =P



ps: Haha you found me~ See, I told you it was easy right, if you know me enough. =)

Friday, March 12, 2010

the sun shining in...

through my open window is SUCH a pleasure!! =)



I don't know how to even describe how wonderful the weather is today. Something tells me to just pack up my beachwear and head down to Odaiba/Yokohama/somewhere near the sea. Hoho~



But I shall be a good girl and stay in today, since I spent such an insane amount of money shopping yesterday already. Not as if I can't enjoy the sun here, I can still sit out on the balcony and get tanned lol!! XD



Forecast for best sakura viewing is 22nd March to 5 April, the exact timeframe when I'll be back in SG. Best. =P



Oh well.



OMG this is the best weather!! Why can't everyday be like this??

ps:

Forgot to add this. Got our grades for Fall semester today.





Never thought I'd say this, but S/U on SEP sucks. Oh well, at least it'll look great on my transcript. *shrug*



pps: I want to switch my blog to the new Widget-friendly template, because I've been blogging alot lately and most of my entries don't show up after awhile because the page gets too long. But that means having to re-design my layout, which I'm so lazy to do. We'll see...

ecstasy: the most difficult word to spell in the English Language

extasy, ecstacy, ecxtasy... whatever permutations...





My current favourite dirty Kuu song, after predecessors BUT and Taboo.



There's no stopping



Make me hot, as if I'm burning

Laid Back

Take off everything

Till the bottom of our hearts

Let's go

De de de deep

And talk about love

What I know and U know



Your ever-flowing spice

Mixes with mine

Let us become one

And melt together

Let's go

De de de deep

And talk about love

What I know and U know



So, shall we?



Hot! *waggles eyebrows* LOL!!



Went for volunteer teaching again today, and Marie-sensei was absent today too. Blargh!! Oh well... This morning, the kids were all out in the parade square, doing mass morning workout to some J-pop tune! It was just so adorable lol!! I was up in the staffroom on the 2nd floor, which had a small balcony-ledge overlooking the square, so I peeked at them from there and took a few photos lol!!







Because Marie-sensei wasn't here, we didn't have any classes to go to. Loitered around in the staffroom, taking pictures of the potted flowers at our table. I'm really glad its finally spring and all the plants are putting out their pretty flowers. =)





Then 2 teachers adopted us for English lessons!! One was with class 5-1, and the day's topic was occupations. Really really cute, how the kids try so hard to remember how to say all the occupations in English. XD They kept mixing up dentist, doctor and nurse lol!! And dentist always comes out as "dentaa". We played a game too, in which we chose pictures depicting an occupation and ask the kids "What job is this?" As usual, it turned into a big competition-fight with all the kids screaming answers at you, it was just so adorable!!



For 3rd grade, we were given English kids picture books and asked to read them to the class. Like this:













Super cute laa!! But it was so taxing on us, because we have to read it, then translate it into Japanese for them to understand. Which sort of defeats the purpose, but oh well, at least they learn a few words like animal names and descriptive vocabulary. At the end of the class, the teacher said the class had something for us, and they all stood up and sang a song!! It was so absolutely cute!! XD Pity I didn't bring my cam or I would have asked to video-record it, but yea, it was awesome to experience it live. 30 kids singing a song about belief and hope, just so inspiring!! *_*



Went to Ueno after that to shop for sis's bag and mobile strap. Also took the opportunity to walk around Ueno Park to see if the sakura are in bloom. And some of them are!!









They're just so pretty!! I'm surprised that they're actually out so early, but I guess the temperature is already quite warm nowadays so they'll be triggered to flower and all. *goes bio*







And I've concluded that anyplace downtown is dangerous for me. Because of those pesky UFO catcher machines!! I can't explain it but I am so so so addicted to those things!! Like how some people are addicted to pachinko or casino slot machines, I'm addicted to catching cute little things with a pair of weak lousy claspers. Hoho~~ But yaa, it's horrid, because I'm not pro enough yet, so I just end up wasting money half the time. No!! I have to improve!! *determined*



Bought shoes for myself too!! Yay, now I officially have a pair of shoes for spring!! ^^ Pretty, right?? It was going for just ¥1890!!





Bought my favourite meal when I came back to dorm. Double gyoza set meal!! The gyozas are absolutely heavenly!! And the karaage chicken is one of the tastiest I've ever eaten so far too!! ^^ And today was a special treat, because they did the gyozas till they were golden brown!! OMG!!! Thinking about it now makes me drool!! *_*





I really really really have to learn how to cook my own gyoza.



Lol, so ended my super exciting Friday. Tomorrow will be relax at home and ironing laundry day, then on Sunday I may be going out with ww and her church friends. Yays! =)



Super tired, shall go sleep early hoho~ Ciao!!



ps: Ahhh!! One Piece is getting crazier and crazier!! Impossible things are just happening one after another, totally got no time to breathe! *drowns*

Tuesday, March 9, 2010

雪!!

It's snowing again!!





I really really hope it accumulates!! =)



Lol, why am I talking about sunny beaches in one post and snow the next?

Monday, March 8, 2010

feeling down?

Close your eyes and imagine a place which would make you happy. Open your eyes, go online, look for that location, settle your travel and accommodation, pack your bags, and go.



I want the sea, with blue skies and white beaches. And a warm sun.





Best solution: Okinawa. I've found flights for less than ¥20,000, a hotel for ¥2,500 per night.



This came at 6am this morning, because I just felt really depressed for no good reason and didn't sleep well the whole night.



Yeah, I'm a quick decision-maker like that. Just that my common sense is basically screaming at me to at least stop and think about it half a day. So I shall.



Will let you know the outcome tonight.



ps: I might not be graduating late anymore, if the Life Sciences Co-ordinator decides to help me out. But do I actually want to? I mean, if I choose to do that, my next semester will have to be 5 core Life Science modules, at least 1 extra module for the credits, PLUS my FYP. Nobody can handle that and survive. Well, they can, if they fail half of those modules. Sigh, confused now. Just want to talk to someone, or maybe fly off to Okinawa and sunbathe for an entire week.

resurrection? no thanks.

Sigh. Whyyyyyy is this even happening?



It's confirmed now. I won't be able to graduate in 2011 with all my cohort peeps. Why? Because Waseda just cancelled this SUPER ESSENTIAL Biology module which I absolutely need to take and map. Thanks a million.



And so, for the first time in my life, I'm going to 留班. Sort of exciting actually, cause now that I have 1 more year, I can actually cheong and get a Second Major in Japanese Studies, or at least do 2 Minors, one in JS and one in Geography, though there's not much point in that. Hey, I can even do a UROPs if I want.



Man, my academics are all over the place.



I wonder if I'll get slaughtered by MOE when I return. Probably. Oops. =P



My timetable is screwed up too. I've managed to make it nicely such that all my classes are on Mon, Tues and Wed, with occassional Saturday fieldtrip classes. And then Japanese class comes along, plonking itself right in the middle of my Saturday. Wow, you just successfully killed my 4-day weekend.



*dies overwhelmed*

Sunday, March 7, 2010

curry + cola

Curried spaghetti + Cola for breakfast is definitely one of the best reasons ever for me to get out of bed. ^^



I know all you gourmets out there are probably having goosebumps at the thought of this food combination, and so early in the day too. =P



But I'm easily satisfied when it comes to food. Almost anything goes. XD



Except the vegs, of course.



Yep, good morning, world. I'm more or less back to normal sleeping hours!! ^^



More or less. I sleep from 1-5.30am, wake for breakfast and housework, then nap again from 12-7pm. Quite a lazy lifestyle, but I really like it. ^^



Yosh, karaoke on Wednesday again!! *excited*

beauty tips, caramel corn & purple shorts ♡



This product from Daiso aka the hyaku-yen shop, "爪用うるおいトリートメント" or Nail Moisture Treatment, makes my nails grow faster. And though they still peel (because of the dry weather), they don't break as easily anymore. =)



And caramel corn finally comes in caramel flavour!!









Looks horrible, but it tasted real nice. ^^



Watched One Piece on TV this morning before bed. LOL-ed at how loooo~ng it took for Ivankov to realize that Luffy said he was Dragon's son. Hahaha!! And why's Luffy wearing red shorts? They're supposed to be purple! Man, and I was so looking forward to seeing him kicking ass in a yellow shirt and purple shorts combi. Lol!! He's definitely THE most un-おしゃれ person ever. XD



Hungry, shall go boil some instant noodles. Ciao~

OMG!!!

He looks like him!!!!



OMG!!!!!!



OK, I am totally officially turned off now.



The resemblance just... totally... repels me... I can't explain it...



Goodness ewww nooo! ><



Oh well, on the other hand, none of it is supposed to concern me anyway.

Saturday, March 6, 2010

content~



The joy of hot milo in winter. The reminder of home in a foreign country.



The satisfaction of waking up after 15 hours of sleep.





Yes, that's exactly how I feel. ♡



After much deliberation, I decided to go for class yesterday after all. And was I glad I did. The weather was absolutely perfect, I really couldn't wish for better.





How long has it been, since I've felt the sun's rays on me? I could have died happy, seriously.





And of course, sweet gifts from the little 5th grade kids. ^^ Remember how I told you they were making thank you cards in English about 2 weeks ago? Yep, they presented them to the recipients in class today, and I got these 2 cute little cards. ♡





It's alright, sweeties. Sensei forgives your spelling errors, just because you are such perfect little darlings. ♡♡♡



Man, I'm seriously -soft- when it comes to children.





Just look at them! No matter how tired/sleepy I feel, I'll always have that special reserve of energy when it comes to interacting with kids. =)





Oh yeah. It was Dolls' Festival aka Girls' Day on Wednesday. Which actually passed me by quite soundlessly. Anyway, there were lots and lots of snacks in the staffroom today, and because we were sitting at the dining table, I just kept helping myself to all those delicious foods lol!! I ate so much that I almost couldn't stomach lunch! Haha!!





Which would have been a pity, because lunch was absolutely awesome!! Strawberries and gyoza!! The strawberries were the most pleasant surprise for me, actually, because I was so sure that they would be sour 'cause they look half-ripe, but they were really really sweet! ^^





My caffeine addiction.





On our way back to the dorm, Shannon and I saw this plum tree blooming in someone's backyard. It's really really pretty. =) And sort of a mini-biological miracle. How the tree reserves all its energies throughout winter and bloom in such profusion. And it doesn't even have leaves, so it's really just totally depleting all its energy reserves to flower. Wonder how it still manages to sustain itself till spring, actually. Gotta read up on that.







The birds and the bees help out in the pollination process too. How absolutely fitting. =)



LOL!!



ayu-chan will be releasing her new album, [Rock'n'Roll Circus], on 14th April! How am I going to survive the concert on the 10th then? I don't want to go for a concert and not know the songs she's singing. T_T



We'll see we'll see. Maybe there'll be leaks or something.



I can't believe this. After 15 hours of sleep, I'm still tired. But then again, I'm not fully recovered from the flu yet. Maybe I should go to bed again after this. Hoho~



Ciaos!!

Thursday, March 4, 2010

and there goes another one...

Considering the circumstances, it's ironic to say this. But... RIP.



Much as I want Luffy to become Pirate King and all, it hurts to see all the good guys who might have the potential of standing in his ambitious path get killed by the baddies. I'd much rather he face and defeat them one day in the future, all in good will of course. At least then, everyone will be able to live happily ever after, as is custom in the One Piece world, instead of dying horrible disfiguring deaths at the hands of the worst villains. Ouch.



Makes you wonder if it'll be Shanks' turn someday..



But Oda-sensei's an awesome storyteller, so I'll just keep quiet and wait patiently for him to impress me once again.



And why aren't the full scans for chapter 576 up?



OK, they just came. Not bad, they weren't there 5 minutes ago. Lol, perfect timing, as always. ^^



Ciao~

Wednesday, March 3, 2010

success =)

Mummy's fine. The op was a success. *relieved*



But I'm sick myself now. I'm quite convinced it was because I went out for karaoke right after my >40degC bath into the <10degC night. Brrr, even thinking about it makes me shiver now. Just ate Panadol and slept for a couple of hours, but am still having that stuffed-with-cotton feeling, which means the worse has yet to come. Sigh...



There's a strong wind blowing today. And it's a warm breeze too. The spring equinox won't be here for another 3 weeks, but it does feel like the season's turned already. =)



Recent events have made me question, what exactly is love? Does love for, say, a guy, feel different from the love you feel for a family member, or maybe for an inanimate thing? Let's look at the things I do know I love. OK. I love my mummy, because she loves me, and cares for me, and wants nothing but the very best for me. She's always there whenever I need her, and gives me sound advice (whether I think I need it or not), and I can talk to her about anything in this entire world. She knows me inside and out, and I can never keep any secrets from her for more than a week. Then, I love singing. If given the choice, I'd happily sing my entire life away. I used to dream of being an idol/singer on stage, not because I like being famous, but because I love to sing, and I believe that being a singer means that I can share this love with others, and influence them to love singing too. I love singing because it makes me feel free, and happy, and no matter how bad I feel, it will always cheer me up. I sing when I'm at my happiest, and also at my saddest too.



Then comes love with a guy, the most confusing of them all. Why? Because I can never tell if they really love and care for me. Some say they do, some act as if they do, but I can never be sure. I can't tell, like how I can tell with mummy. And then, they're not always there when I need them the most, they don't know me inside and out, and I can easily keep secrets from them. In all my relationships, I can safely say that none of my boyfriends has ever really known me, because I keep a part of myself apart from them. Well, being with them makes me happy, and they can easily cheer me up when I'm down, but that is something which any normal friend of mine is able to do too. And unlike singing, I want to be with them when I'm happy, but in my saddest moments, I choose to hide away.



So what is romantic love, if it's not like familial love or love for inanimate things? And more importantly, have I ever felt romantic love before? These past few days, I've really been wondering about this, and the truth is, I'm not sure. I think I have, but is that it? Then if so, why did my relationships fail then? Is it because what I felt wasn't love, or maybe it's because they were the ones who weren't in love with me? I don't know, and I guess I never will, now that all the relationships are dead and gone.



Don't worry, I'm not depressed or anything. I've just been thinking really hard, that's all.



Stuffed-with-cotton brain protests from too much thinking.





I should just take his advice, live a happy-go-lucky life, and be done with it. After I get better, that is. Urgh!!! T_T



Funny, the last time I posted that picture, I was talking about love too. LOL!! I really should make it my motivational love poster or something. Everytime I worry about relationships, I should just stare at it and remind myself to be happy. Haha!!



Alright, will go drink some water and play around online for abit. Ciao~

Tuesday, March 2, 2010

dreams

I keep dreaming about a specific person, it's really driving me crazy.



It's weird. In my latest dream, I even called out someone else's name, but it's that person's face which I was looking for.



And the thing is, in every single dream, in whatever scenario I find myself in, the ending is always the same.



I think I'm supposed to glean something from it, but I'm not very sure what. Even if I did, I don't know whether I should actually entertain the idea at all.



I really don't know how else to describe this. It's strange. And it stresses me out. I want to stop these dreams.



Feels like I'm slowly falling sick. I'm getting that really cotton-y feeling again. Probably because I went out last night directly after the bath, with my hair wet and all. Plus all the intense karaoke these 2 weeks has started to wear my throat out. Bahhhh, I don't want to fall sick!! ><



Want ramen and gyoza, but I'm not hungry.



ps: My karaoke nails yesterday. Nice that it still matches the jacket I'm wearing now. And luffy's such a photogenic little hp strap charm. =)



Monday, March 1, 2010

I am...



from all-nighter karaoke.



But it was so so so so awesomely fun!! ^^



Lol, I've never gotten a score above 90 before, wheeeee~~~



Damn, didn't sing I am...



And my fav song Kuu's Yume no Uta.



But I sang Lick me!! =)



And WE ARE!!!!! WE ARE!!! ON THE CRUISE!!!! TO ONE PIECE!!



*siao*

cya luffy ♡



Hello Zoro!!





In photos, my room light has this unearthly reddish glow...



So fast!! 2 months has already gone by!! Who know, before I know it, it'll be back home for Year 4, National Day, Christmas, then 2011!!



Wow!!



My sleep cycle is starting to become funny again!! Body clock jolts me awake at 5am, and I can't get back to sleep no matter what. So I just get up and do housework lol!! Then around 9am I'll feel tired again, so I'll go back to bed and sleep all the way through noon to about 5pm. After that, it'll be awake-time till about 3am when I force myself to bed again. Seems like my normal bed hours and nap time have somehow swapped places. o_0



Mummy's probably just finished her operation. HOPE SHE'S FINE!!!! *prays hard*



And it's desboy's birthday today. So, happy birthday!! ^^ I'll get you a present before I come back bahh lol!!



I've decided not to get a DS anymore. Because what I really want is a Wii, so even if I get a DS, I'll just spend all my time comparing it to the Wii in my head, and feeling as if I've compromised myself. So, nope.



Nope, the tsunami didn't reach my part of Tokyo. I'm safe. =)



I'm really losing weight, it's so strange. All those flabs which I've never been able to get rid of before, are now all somehow gone. Miracle!! XD



A friend asked me out for an all-nighter karaoke date later. Still wondering if I should go. I really wanna sing, but I always have this intrinsic fear of outings when I don't really know people lol!! We'll see, but I'll probably end up going anyway. Hmm..



I'll update you again later!